My beloved Cheekie

When you love intense you grief intense.
Your passing is one of the worst things that happened in my life.
My baby dying in my arms will forever be echoed in my Soul.
I would not have wanted it another way>I didn't really know what to do then to hold you and to massage you little paws.
I loved you so much and i don't think many people would have done what I did for you.
But its what i wanted. You healed me in so many ways; brought so much peace in my life>And its gone now because my home, my belonging somewhere left with you.
I only wanted to be where you were, on my chair and you underneath it.
Painting was delicious with you laying under my chair.
I miss you so much Cheekie baby.